Today..as usually..nothing too much to write down here. nothing to do from yesterday till this day. so bored when facing all these. i feel lonely..what and why? is it i far from allah`s love? oh..i always to expect i`m not to remote from Him. even betray Him. anymore , anything and any manners.

my sweetie...what`s wrong with me. why you dont looks like anyone who caring their man? why honeys? it is not about materialism that i want..i just want your heed , your attention , your observation. the long heeding on me. that all...but you seems to be dont want to understand. even when i try to reserve and suggest you something you dont wanna be the changer. i supposed to dwell after that. although you accept the comment and advise
from me...you said you understand to me but what i get just empty dreams. honey..i really wanna be with you. but please try to be the best because i`m too trying to be the great and better man to you. please...i begging on you for our relations. for our fortune..for our sake. of course i did this to our goodness babe...

if you do love me.please show that you love me..
If you really miss me..please meant it to me...
O dont want the the invisible thins around me
Make me sick and make me enquire always..
Please shows all that...didn`t you?
I always love you...honey
Dont event think thats i startered be fed up to you
It is ridiculous thinking..
Of course i always need you...
But i wanna you be my charming stars
Twinkling many times to me...
even i dont habe a time to see